Penasi Asa

“Believe me that actions without words is confusing too.”    I stand alone while my mind is fighting against itself just because i have these feelings. Sometimes i don’t really understand when they said that “Action speak louder than words”. And i don’t understand us either. It’s confusing you know? Like you always showed me that you have feelings for me, and you always like making me feel worth it for everything, and when our eyes meet it’s like you caught me. It’s confusing, your random actions can make the butterflies in my stomach went out of nowhere. Have you realize that i’m confused? Or maybe it’s just me and my problems. But still, if the feelings were sincere and you really love that person, you could do just both. Say the word and do it with actions because leaving someone confused to death were never be fun. Just say the 3words then do it with your actions on how you showed them your love, make them feel like you really love them. Mean it - Lauv, Lany.

Kita; diatas masalah namun hanya aku yang menjadi dalang.     Heran, jidatnya juga ikut mengkerut, matanya melirik dengan mantap dalam diam menyimpan banyak makian. Sebelum semuanya terjadi apa tidak mau dipikirkan dulu? Semua jadi kacau, hatinya. Sosok yang di depan jelas tidak bisa membaca batinnya. Jadi untuk apa? Pun kalau keluar dari hati memangnya dia langsung mengerti? Memangnya nanti akan tiba-tiba menjadi sukarela menyodorkan tangan dan bantuannya? Sepertinya Nirmala harus membuka matanya segera. Nirmala harus pergi, karena seiring waktu terus berjalan bantinnya selalu meraung dan air matanya terhalang. Nirmala tidak selamanya kuat, semua orang tahu tapi perempuan itu kekeh membangun tembok yang tebalnya melebihi dosa. Nirmala butuh bantuan.